Manual 1.0: The Bedrock

Note: This is not really a standard blog post, it’s more a set of thoughts and self-questioning organized into a more cohesive whole. I may end up changing and working through most of this. If you do decide to read this, I hope you enjoy it! Confusion is our natural state of existence. We’re dropped …

The View from Halfway Up

Every day that passes, I get a little bit older. I get a little older and laugh a little at the person I used to be. The laughs start hesitant and self-conscious at recent scars and failures, yet lose all inhibition as I wander backward into the things I can no longer judge myself for, …

Straightjackets Pt.1

There exists a long, unwritten, unspoken list that governs all of us, in every interaction we have outside of our close friends. It is a list of things we cannot say – Political Correctness, in other terms. To speak these words or phrases is a death sentence in the court of public opinion. This list …

To Cleanse a Sin

Disclaimer: I’m an Indian-origin American-Citizen Couch Potato, and therefore I understand that my opinions may be out of whack. This is my two cents on what I see unfolding across the United States. “Those who make peaceful revolution impossible will make violent revolution inevitable.” John F. Kennedy uttered these words upwards of six decades ago, …

Hey You!

What is it about the absence within myself that seeks self-destruction? After all, the destruction of absence is filling the space it occupies, and in my case emptiness is destroyed by contentment, by a feeling of fullness. I fluctuate from contentment to emptiness in no discernible pattern, thrown from one end of the spectrum to …

A Ramble

Ramble on, life. I’ve been listening. I’ve been listening too closely to the things I wish were right. Or maybe they are right. I don’t know, I’m so darn confused, I hope everyone else is as confused as me. The voice of life echoes and I don’t know if it’s because I’m in a packed …

Trust, Betrayal, and Too Many Analogies Involving Apples

“Trust me, that apple’s rotten”, says person X. Person X can be anyone – hence the name – and the phrase he uses is ubiquitous. But when we hear this sort of thing in our daily lives, how many times do we say “no, I don’t trust your judgement, let me see it for myself”? …

Hunger

“You have to learn how to die, if you wanna be alive” sings Jeff Tweedy of Wilco, backed by jangly guitar music – and every time I hear it, I’m scared a little. Not enough to make me stop or pause but enough to nag at me for a while. I suppose the reason why …

Fear and Absent Danger

An easy way for me to be unproductive is to hop on Youtube and watch old episodes of the Daily Show. Jon Stewart is a goddamn genius at political satire and I missed his tenure at the helm, so I kinda want to catch up on what I missed…even though I’ve watched each video at …

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